unexpected........

aih............. its da day for us SPM students to get their results...
i'm in KL... so i din go back to get it....
well... it sucked anyway.... =(
dad went and get it for me.... i was waiting for damn long..
nervous and all... in the end... my phone rang..
it was daddy... picked it up.... and he said:ur results not tat good..
so i expected to be around 5 a's at least...
Mana tau............. 3 bloody a's..
i tot he was lying.. so i asked again.. and he was serious.... so....
i went silent for a moment... getting shocked from wat i heard..
then tears began to flow out... it was like a leaking pipe...
i cried on da phone... and off da phone...
soon my aunts and tuition teacher began calling... so well...
yea... i cried more... damn unexpected... stupid crap...
i was sad and also angry.. angry with myself... aih aih aih...
i juz cant get over tis... for now........... aikz......
everyone in college.. my classmates were like all straight a's..
but me.... with onli 3 freaking a's... wth is goin on?? aih..
i din eat the whole day.. and i cried da whole day... tat''s juz terrible...
freaking miserable.... pei jia called at nite.. she din believe me till i told her i'm crying...
so she believed.. its juz sad... being like the dumbest guy u noe... argh....
the feeling is.... miserable.. urgh...
juz like how federer felt... when he didn't win aussie open.. even trying so freaking hard....
aikzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........
anyways... wanna thank mum.. dad... aunts.. mrs khoo(ttn teacher).. my frenz especially...
and also LILYNN.. ahah... for comforting meeeeeeeeeee.... at least i feel a lil better...
thanks all... =) and also my cousins of coz.. haha!! thanks wei lee for dat 5 page sms.. and thanks Lester for lunch!! =)
well be better soon!!!
=)



but still......
its unexpected....
aikz..